For the rest of the night, I could not eat
I had an awful ache at the top of my stomach
The food I ate was healthy, and slim
Pain caused by mind, not body

My thoughts are thrown away
Nothing of normal proportions desire I to do
My whole life feels encased by
These wonderful memories that warped to pain

I have a desire to move on, to keep happiness
But the happiness never stays in it
It turns into a poison death drink
That rots me from the inside out

Am I depressed? Earlier I was not
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Reversed to make me want to die
My only happiness is my only sadness

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Perhaps shear curiosity is to blame
I feel like I need to know, need to understand
But the death poison simply doesn’t either

I am melting away; feeling betrayed by the ones
closest
Losing my mind, I try to ingest sustenance
It was not me who is at fault
Just my constant feelings of uneasiness

I feel like I’m no longer stable; like that of two years past
The same events have spit me out
Only this time, chewed me much deeper
That number is my last scapegoat, my blame

I am decomposing
Now I am sick:

The cookies are good, but them I can’t eat
The food we had tonight: scrumptious but sickening
I drink to quench thirst, only to feel worse
To think of newness in any aspect leaves me startled
I must revert back to the old
Back to the less advanced days
Before any of the scars ever materialized
I am insane, in my mind; though I don’t show it
I am insane, in my mind; though I don’t show it
I am insane, in my mind; though I don’t show it
Death Poison is as well…
And shows it…
But denies it…

The suggestion has been rotted.



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---Does that sound crazy enough lol??
---I think that would work =]
for the game